Sean Wille has been my absolute best friend, my sdbf, for over 4 years now. A year ago today, in the wee hours of the morning, he and I deemed ourselves as in a “friendationship.” With so much distance between us, and nearly a year of complicated feelings and hurtful attempts at making it work behind us, we were hesitant to make things too serious too quickly. But deep down, I think we both knew things were finally falling into place for us. This boy is my rock, the most stable and reliable thing in my life. If someone told me, 4, 3, or even 2 years ago, that I would fall so madly in love with my sdbf, I would have laughed at them. But now I couldn’t imagine things any other way.