It was so surreal, having Sean actually here in real life, where I can touch him and see him (no pixels!). And now we’re back to our separate lives, with work and school, and it feels like the last week was just a dream.
Last night when we went to sleep, in separate beds for the first time in four nights, I sat the t-shirt he left for me beside me, and rolled over. I texted him and told him I was going to be the little spoon, and we said our goodnights. When I woke up for just a moment this morning, all I remember is rolling over so he could be the big spoon, and being hit with this wave of his smell. It was perfect.
More later. I just needed to get that out of my system.
Peace, Love, and Dreams,