Honestly, I am in a shit mood and I don’t really know what to do about it.
I’m stressing about Latin, because I have a quiz tomorrow that I know I’m going to fail.
That’s even worse than just having a quiz, because there is nothing I can do to not fail it,
no amount of rereading the chapter will help me understand, and my professor doesn’t teach.
It’s too hot. I should sleep but I’m not tired. Everything in life is irritating me.
I feel like I’m trying to start fights with Sean, even though I don’t want to.
I feel like I’m nitpicking about EVERYTHING.
And I feel like I’m bothering him, even when he says I’m not.
He made this face a few minutes ago that seriously made my stomach drop.
I don’t really feel like talking, but that’s all we can do, really, so I’m trying to get over it.
But I haven’t really felt like talking for days. I don’t know why.
I feel awful when I ask Sean if I’m irritating him and he says no,
and then he asks if he’s irritating me and I say yes,
because I’m not going to lie to him – everything is irritating me.
So. Pretty much fuck everything.
I feel like this is going to be a really bad week.
Peace, Love, and Deep Breaths,