Watch things on VCRs with me and talk about big love

VCR by The xx

I think we’re superstars,
you say you think we are the best thing,
but you, you just know.Β 

 

Update in exercise adventures:

exercise biked 3.5 miles today
plus around 75 sit ups, 60 crunches, and 15 pushups

It was a lighter work-out, overall

More swimming tomorrow. I’m not excited, but I just keep thinking of how awesome I’m going to look πŸ™‚

 

I started taking progress pictures today, so I can see how I change between now and the next few months. I’m going to take one every week.

 

Today has been okay, overall. There weren’t classes, so I relaxed a great deal. Hung out with my friends, which is always a good time πŸ™‚ I love sitting around playing cards for hours, lol.

 

I confronted one of the people from Sunday’s drama today.
Confronted is the wrong word though – it suggests more drama, and maybe a fight.
I was very relaxed, and I hope she was as well (I thought I sensed a little cockiness at one point, but chose to ignore it because, really, it wasn’t a big deal).

I just asked her if she truly believed I was trying to be like either of the girls involved in this, just to get Sean’s attention.

She told me she kind of did, but she also kind of said that out of anger.

While I’m disappointed that she does kind of believe that, I didn’t push the issue.

 

What it comes down to is, I know who I am. I know who I am, what I like, and what I believe. I know that I’ve never been the type to change myself for any one, especially a boy, and this situation isn’t any different. I also know that Sean likes me for me, just as he always has, even before we transitioned from friendship to friendationship. When he left back in November, it was not because of me as a person, it wasn’t because he didn’t like who I was – he was dealing with his own personal struggles, I just didn’t know it at the time.

 

Hopefully, someday, I’ll be able to show this/these girls that I am my own person, that I’m not fake, and that our commonalities could actually make for decent friendships, given the chance. But, until then (and even if that doesn’t happen), it’s okay, because I know who I am, and that’s what’s truly important.

(Speaking of decent friendships, I’ve also considered trying to (re)develop one with the above mentioned girl, but I’m not sure she’d be interested, really).

 

Hmm, what else is new? Oh! I have a meeting with Dr. Shulze tomorrow to discuss my journalism major. Because it’s a self-designed major, he and I have to create my required curriculum together, and then I have to present it to the school board and have it approved. I’m a little nervous, but SO excited to finally be moving forward with this. I really don’t like not knowing what requirements I need to complete for my major – it’s a little unnerving.

 

I also finally have my To Do/Due list! It is as follows:

March 30 – Friday – Latin Quiz
April 2 – Monday – HSA Exam 2
April 10 – Tuesday – Religion Draft (both if possible)
April 24 – Tuesday – Religion Exam 2
April 27 – Friday – HSA Exam 3
April 30 – Monday – HSA Decoding Project and EssayΒ 
May 8 – Tuesday – Final Religion Paper Due

This isn’t including everything, because my honors paper and presentation for religion 1000 doesn’t have an actual due date. I’m going to try to get them done by the end of April though. I have so many big projects to do. There is also probably at least one more paper for Western Heritage that isn’t in there because he hasn’t assigned it yet.

 

I’m going to get to sleep now, so I’m wide awake for my meeting tomorrow.

 

Peace, Love, and Pineapple,

Jax

 

P.S. Why pineapple? I don’t really know.

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